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eric: just blog surfing
Taniah: Passing by to say hi ! Nice blog by the way (love the background!). Hope all is well, and have a nice day! =) - Taniah
LWM: Blessings to you by sometime soon
Nick: For some reason, I left a comment but it wasn't accepted. Unless you monitor before publishing? In that case, sorry. I'd tried a number of times.
Azodnem: P.S. LOL ~ Love your background! Just noticed it when the page reloaded!
Azodnem: Hey beautiful ~ I just wanted to swing by and send you some "witchy" love. *hugs*
LWM: New ALBs Post Come Visits and have some wine or tea with me
gaycanuck: HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Beth: Hi, I love your page. Wishing you an awesome New Year.
lili: hey ... nice page.
Shawno: Great tunes! Thanks for stopping by... love Nickleback... "gotta be la la la"
Azodnem: Just launched a new art series! Come check it out! Would love some feedback.
LWM: come on over and read my last 2 posts
LWM: Come by and read a touching story of Faith What an Amazing world we live in
Matt: Hope your doing well, life got in the way as well.
LWM: Blessings of the day to you. I have a new post up if you have time drop by for a read
Jaci: Keep your head up! Pills will become easier with time!
LWM: Blessing to you and your life, theres a new ALB post at my place
mystic: just droppin by to see what you were up to have a great week
The Holly Tree: Friday, July 11/08, 12:23PM: Hi ML! Just dropping by to wish you a great weekend.
LWM: New Message shared by The ALBs read it if you want to ignore it if you like, its your choice
Azodnem: Just dropping by to wish you a wonderful 4th (be safe), and spread some love your way.
The Holly Tree: Monday, June 30/08, 11:45PM: Hi ML. Just popping in to see what's new and wish you a great week.
The Holly Tree: Friday, June 27/08, 8:12AM: Morning, ML! Just dropping by to wish you a great day and a great weekend.
The Holly Tree: Wednesday, June 4/08, 8:05AM: Hi ML. Just dropping by to wish you a great day and to let you know I'm thinking of you.
The Holly Tree: Sunday, June 1/08, 10:42AM: Morning, ML! I saw your comment - thanks for the kudos! Have a great day and a great week ahead; drop by for a treat, if you feel like it...
The Holly Tree: Thursday, May 29/08, 4:44AM: Hi ML. Just dropping by to let you know there's a surprise waiting at the Tree...
The Holly Tree: Tuesday, May 27/08, 5:39AM: Morning, ML. Just dropping by to wish you a great day.
The Holly Tree: Monday, May 19/08, 10:42AM: Morning, ML. Just dropping in to see what's new and wish you a good day and a good week ahead. Keep writing!
LWM: New helping posts at my place for those sad, hurting, feeling alone and dealing with old wounds
The Holly Tree: Wednesday, May 14/08, 10:51AM: Hi ML! Just dropping in to see what's new and wish you a great Hump Day. Hope you're well...
mystic: have a great w/e my friend
WizdomChic: Hi there! Lovely site U got here! May I add U to my friends list? he!he!
LWM: Hey How ya doing Havent been by my site for awhile. I got a new post up you may want to read. Hope you have A BLESSED Week
LWM: Greetings and Blessed Day to you, there is a new communication with the ALBs if your interested.
LWM : Blessings to you. Come check out the new Faery pictures at my blog when you can
steve maharry: Hi,just stopping by to say hi.
The Holly Tree: Wednesday, Apr. 9, 2008, 7:24AM: Morning, ML. Just popping in to wish you a Happy Hump Day.
mystic: blessings to you my dear friend always happy to see you drop over
Lady WyntierSong: Hi ML! Just dropping by to say hey. Thanks for dropping by my blog Can I add you to my friends list?
Patrick: Hey there! Have a great week-end mi Lady...!
Holly: Thursday, Apr. 4, 2008, 6:47AM: Hi ML. Just dropping in to wish you a great day and a great weekend.
LWM: New Angle Like Beings blog entry, its has changed my life in a positive way. Come read when you can maybe it will aid you as well in these hard times
Holly: Hi ML. It's Saturday, Mar. 15/08. I hope you're doing okay, and I hope you're enjoying your weekend.
LWM: Holly just found out her mom died a few months back, no one told her. If you get a chance how about stopping by for a word or two, I m sure she could use a few kind words right now
Patrick: Hi, Mystic Lady! Just want to wish you a great w/e, and enjoy that concert tonight! Have fun! Take care and I'll see ya later.
Chaela: Just passing through! I like your page! Happy Tuesday!
mystic: stopping over to see what you were up to. that book sounds good ty for sharing
Patrick: Just dropped by to wish you a great w/e. Take Care!
Holly: Hi ML. It's Friday, Feb. 15/08 - Happy Belated Valentine's Day. Sorry I haven't been visiting this past week; I've been pretty sick and I'm only just starting to feel up to visiting everyone today. I hope you have a great weekend, and I hope you're feeling better, too, after that nasty bug you've been trying trying to fight. I wonder if it's something in the water...

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Monday, April 20th 2009

10:43 PM

Update, Nickleback, more updates

Hey everyone!

I don't check in quite as often as I should I know.. its been crazy busy the past couple of months- and the funny thing is: I don't even know what the hell has made me so busy suddenly! lol.

Actually, its mostly the writing. Constantly writing.

 

This past Monday (on the 13th), I finally saw a band that I've been wanting to see for years: Nickleback! Seether was there, too! And not only did I see Nickleback... but I was near the stage- wooohoo!!  It really was an amazing show... my knee was killing me by the end of the night from standing and jumping around for nearly 4 hours but it was worth it. LoL.

 

Anyways, other than that, I don't have much else to say at the moment. I hope that everyone is doing well and that you all have a wonderful week

 

I'll try to update again without such a long absence. *hugs to everyone*

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Sunday, February 22nd 2009

11:03 AM

lets see if this works this time

Well, I've been trying to post a blog entry the last week- just now finally able to I'm assuming since I'm on the posting page. Ha. For awhile there, everytime I started to post, I got busy or I had problems and couldn't get on the site.

Anyways, I hope everyone is well.

I'm doing better than I had been. Other than my insomnia kicking my ass lately and not hardly getting any sleep. But, I've been on a writing roll at least

I've finished my novel. Wow, my first complete full-length novel!

Normally, I start on novels, get about half-way through and then get writer's block or decide that I don't like where its going without the motivation to start over. lol. But,this time I totally wrote and wrote and finished a complete novel in 4 months. I cried when I wrote the  last line of the last chapter lol- I'm very proud of myself and look forward to the process of trying to get it published.

Asides from that, I've been writing a ton of short stories as well

 

Oh and I got my laptop finally. Before, I couldn't save any of my writing to our desktop computer so I had to handwrite everything out and put it in folders, etc... but got my laptop so now I have a place to store my writing and save my hand from the pain of handwriting 300 pages. LOL.

Anyways, that's about it from me for now. I have to get to work.

 

see you around lovelies <3 *huggles*

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Friday, February 6th 2009

10:27 AM

Dark mood

I've been in a bit of a dark mood lately. One would almost call it emo. I'm not exactly admitting to being a person labeling themselves as emo... but thats how I've been feeling. Despite my distates for labels.

Anyways, its a good thing I have a release for my emotions however. I write a lot. Novels, short stories, poetry... its always been my outlet for anything I need to release. The last couple of weeks its been like that for me.

I figured I would share some of my recent writing here. A short story and a poem. You don't have to like it. Not everyone will and I understand that. Some people may relate with the work. Some may not. Either way, I hope you can get a sense of my writing style from it and the mood I've been in at least. I can't share details on why I feel this way so I'm sorry.

My short story-

 

Death of a Heart

My heart died today.


The last few stitches busted and broke. It decided it couldn't hold anymore repairs.

         After being beaten and bruised; broken and tossed- my heart finally gave up. I had been laying in bed, crying through the pain, when my heart made its decision... After years of getting put back together, it wanted to end.
         It no longer wanted to try. No longer wanted to allow the false hopes in to barely hold it together- only to be ripped away and torn apart. No longer wanted to shatter into pieces, scattered on the floor, for me to have to pick up.

         So, through the night it plotted its end. Conspired to commit emotional suicide and give in. Tearing each stitch, each thread, one by one. It turned black and icy cold; pulling all of the hurt and feelings from my body.

         The darkness surrounded me, swallowing me whole. My head tilted back in defeat while my eyes lost all life. The pain slowly began to disappear.

With a sigh, it waved a final goodbye.

Then, my heart died.

 

 

 

 

a poem-

Silence

My mind wanders aimlessly in fogged clouds
What happened to yesterday?
The darkness consumes me-
Following my every move as I move through the past.
Weight of the world crashes upon me-
I can’t think straight or continue on.
What happened to the smiles?
Now the tears flow freely down my cheeks,
And I remain silent.
Watching everything tumble down around me-
I try to move forward-
Only to be pulled back.
What happened to the laughter?
I scream out inside-
Burning my throat.
My heart falls apart into a million pieces-
Shattering loudly like glass hitting stone.
The clouds overwhelm me,
Blurring my vision.
Fear stabs at me-
Keeping my emotions numb,
I was once alive- now I just survive.
I try to force fake happiness-
But it hardly shows.
I am empty and cold-
Hidden away my emotions are;
And I remain silent.

 

Thanks for reading... and thanks to all that have remained my friends here

 

P.S. I will try not to wait so long to post again. *hugs*

 

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Wednesday, January 28th 2009

9:16 PM

Guess its that time of year--

  • Mood: sick.. sleepy... sore.
  • Quote of the Day: "Waste not fresh tears on old griefs."
  • Image of the Day: warm lemon tea

Really... as much as I LOVE winter... I hafta say I hate the whole sick part. lol.

I haven't posted recently, because I've been exactly that. Sick.

First it was strep throat... then tonsilitis.. now I have a sinus infection and my chronic bronchitis is giving me that horrible, heavy, hurting cough that I'm sure you all have known about at some point in your lives.

Blah. It sucks.

 

Anyways, thought I'd leave a quick little update to send my love and I will update soon.

Oh.. and in the meantime, if you'd like to check out any of my writing (novels, poetry, etc).. I just joined this cool writing community where I am maintaining a portfolio. www.booksie.com/clwhitfield

*hugs to all*

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