Hey everyone!

I don't check in quite as often as I should I know.. its been crazy busy the past couple of months- and the funny thing is: I don't even know what the hell has made me so busy suddenly! lol.

Actually, its mostly the writing. Constantly writing.

This past Monday (on the 13th), I finally saw a band that I've been wanting to see for years: Nickleback! Seether was there, too! And not only did I see Nickleback... but I was near the stage- wooohoo!!  It really was an amazing show... my knee was killing me by the end of the night from standing and jumping around for nearly 4 hours but it was worth it. LoL.

Anyways, other than that, I don't have much else to say at the moment. I hope that everyone is doing well and that you all have a wonderful week

I'll try to update again without such a long absence. *hugs to everyone*

Well, I've been trying to post a blog entry the last week- just now finally able to I'm assuming since I'm on the posting page. Ha. For awhile there, everytime I started to post, I got busy or I had problems and couldn't get on the site.

Anyways, I hope everyone is well.

I'm doing better than I had been. Other than my insomnia kicking my ass lately and not hardly getting any sleep. But, I've been on a writing roll at least

I've finished my novel. Wow, my first complete full-length novel!

Normally, I start on novels, get about half-way through and then get writer's block or decide that I don't like where its going without the motivation to start over. lol. But,this time I totally wrote and wrote and finished a complete novel in 4 months. I cried when I wrote the  last line of the last chapter lol- I'm very proud of myself and look forward to the process of trying to get it published.

Asides from that, I've been writing a ton of short stories as well

Oh and I got my laptop finally. Before, I couldn't save any of my writing to our desktop computer so I had to handwrite everything out and put it in folders, etc... but got my laptop so now I have a place to store my writing and save my hand from the pain of handwriting 300 pages. LOL.

Anyways, that's about it from me for now. I have to get to work.

see you around lovelies <3 *huggles*

I've been in a bit of a dark mood lately. One would almost call it emo. I'm not exactly admitting to being a person labeling themselves as emo... but thats how I've been feeling. Despite my distates for labels.

Anyways, its a good thing I have a release for my emotions however. I write a lot. Novels, short stories, poetry... its always been my outlet for anything I need to release. The last couple of weeks its been like that for me.

I figured I would share some of my recent writing here. A short story and a poem. You don't have to like it. Not everyone will and I understand that. Some people may relate with the work. Some may not. Either way, I hope you can get a sense of my writing style from it and the mood I've been in at least. I can't share details on why I feel this way so I'm sorry.

My short story-

Death of a Heart

My heart died today.

Really... as much as I LOVE winter... I hafta say I hate the whole sick part. lol.

I haven't posted recently, because I've been exactly that. Sick.

First it was strep throat... then tonsilitis.. now I have a sinus infection and my chronic bronchitis is giving me that horrible, heavy, hurting cough that I'm sure you all have known about at some point in your lives.

Blah. It sucks.

Anyways, thought I'd leave a quick little update to send my love and I will update soon.

Oh.. and in the meantime, if you'd like to check out any of my writing (novels, poetry, etc).. I just joined this cool writing community where I am maintaining a portfolio. www.booksie.com/clwhitfield

*hugs to all*